When one THING isn't going out so well in your life, you keep that HOPE that it will get better. When THINGS aren't going so well in your life, you still HOPE and hold on to that ONE great thing left. But when that GREAT THING keeps on falling apart, all that is left is HOPE.
It's difficult to be dependent on something or someone for happiness. It's unfair, immature and dangerous. So now, I am choosing to suck it all in and focus on what my day needs to accomplish. When unhappy thoughts passby, hide and cry. Divert your attention. May it be boring, it doesnt matter, because happiness seems to be only temporary.
"You are left alone, Hope. You'll get through it. Keep on accepting, thinking this is what you deserve. Better yourself, for yourself, if you think you deserve better." - self
